Have read a few pages but too many to read them all. I've only been in one thread with you CO I think, the Madeleine ones. We have totally different views but it never got personal, either from me to you or you to me so I regarded it as a balanced discussion between us, regardeless of whether you remember it or not lol.
I've been on different Forums for years and there always comes a time when a break is needed and everyone I've ever known on Forums has always felt that at times, and especially so if RL stuff is weighing heavy and you just don't feel a connection with cyber life and people.
I voted don't go but of course the decision is yours. I've come to realise lately there's a few here that I just don't gel with so will avoid, I accept there will be some that probably don't gel with me either but everyone experiences that at some time. I hope your RL situations comes to a conclusion you wish for.