Happy Birthday Luke To my dearly departed son
Happy Birthday beautiful one
6 years old when you flew away
a long time has gone since that day
today you would be a grown up Gent
maybe have children of your own sent
and a Grandmother I may have been
but alas that day has never been seen
Your Brother Daniel also went with you
and your little boxer dog "Bruce" too
I still have your toys and books on mars
and read them while looking up at the stars
here both my sons..sit on mummys knee
and lets live in the past memory
just for a little while take this pain
and let me be your Mummy once again
let me run my fingers through your hair
let me feel my boys skin so fair
let me tickle your chubby little toes
and wipe your little runny boys nose
If I could have you back for hour or more
my heart would sing and dance forever more
the hole in my soul would fill for a while
with a laughing gasping beautific smile
I wish somedays I had never been saved
from a fire that took you both enslaved
I wish I had been enslaved with you as well
why I never was taken only the gods can tell
since then, year after year, season after season
I live my life and sometmes for no reason
job and life are both materialistic
but I will always be very realastic
and if it got all taken to have you back
I would live in a shed or even a sack
this hole will never be filled in my soul
and my heart will never again be whole
for I am a Mother and on this I have not lied
I wish my sons were saved and was me that died