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Originally posted by FGG Aka Crocodile Rock:
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Originally posted by Jenstar:
croc i hope so, havent been on my own since she died til now. kindfa feeling it....... bloody miss that woman so much!


I've been there and honestly it will come and go but it will get better. Its hard while you are waiting for the funeral cos its like a limbo.

Jen dont know whats happened to you but all my hugs n love to you
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You know, I get very down at times. I came very, very close to snuffing it about 18 months ago. A lot of it is very hazy, but I fought my way back. My emotions are still very raw, and I can't handle simple slights very well. My husband or son can make the most innocent of comments and I take it the wrong way, or think they don't care, and even think about stopping treatment.

A lot times I think it would be so much easier if I just said, sod it all, and then something makes me smile, something makes me laugh, or I get a little thrill watching my seeds begin to sprout and think again about how really precious life really is.

Death is the easy option though, and very selfish and cowardly. I know you have recently lost your mother, Jen, but think about how she would feel. Would she want you to give up? Would she want you to remember her as thinking life is shite, or would she want you to remember her for the times you had together?
FM
oh how awful... I came into this thread thinking it would be some kind of wind-up.
It is very early days yet so be strong. I dont know the circumstances, but you all had to make the decision and you must have done it knowing you would be setting her free from whatever it was. Its a dreadful thing to have to do - but please stay strong and know that you did the right thing - my condolences to you hun Hug
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