So what if I was bored, I'm a 44 year old bloke who is in a job, yes I know I am lucky to be in a job, all my work mates say they get bored when they are not at work, we all feel the same, so I am not alone in that situation, tough shite, get used to it. Yes I do miss my mum, tough shite, get used to it, we all cope in different ways, yes I do like getting drunk at the weekend, it's what I like to do, get used to it!, yes I do put boring threads up, but I can bet I've been a member of BB forum longer han most of you lot, at least I stuck around coz I love this forum, get used to it!. This forum and the members are ace people at the end of the day even if some dislike me, I won't take it personal, we are all human and I accept that. Yes I start threads and don't come back, but I don't live my life by the forum, it's not the be all and end all of my life. I love you all, let me be who I am. I don't want a misses or kids, that's my choice, and you live your life how you choice, I still want you lot in my life!