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Firstly, thank you so much for your kind words. I did read the thread and its so nice to know I have all this support.

Obviously you will know that my Mum passed away last Saturday. She lost her battle to Cancer at the age of 54. It was really tough, I was by her bedside, along with the family, when she passed and I went into complete meltdown. The first few days after were up and down. My Dad, Brother and I sorted through all the photos we could find of Mum and have turned them into a slide show which will be shown at the wake. It was actually good thing to do as it kept us busy and made us think of the good times.

Unfortunately, 5 days after she died, my Gran (her Mum) passed away. She had been very ill for a while and I guess she was just holding on for my Mum so she could go and be with her, she was 82 and had a lot of problems so it wasn't unexpected, just bad timing. The weird thing is that I don't really have any emotion for her, I guess its all focused on my Mum at the moment.

My Mum's funeral is this Wednesday (my Grans will be the week after) and right now I'm sort of calm. I guess with terminal Cancer you already accept to inevitable but I'm sure after the funeral it will hit me hard, which is why I'm doing this thread now as I don't know how long I will be away for. Hopefully not too long.

Anyway, just to let you know that I'm doing 'OK' and will be back on, full time, eventually. Thank you again, I've missed you lot

P.S: Sam to win!

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justafriendMember

huge hugs Rawky

8/2/103:29 PM

DirtyprettygirlthingMember

Rawky

8/2/103:29 PM

Former Member

Rawky

for you and yours! xxx

8/2/103:30 PM

BARMYBRUMMIE - Slickman to WIN!Member

luv and prayers to you Rawky hun - keep strong

(and ps - Sam to win!) xxx

8/2/103:30 PM

Former Member

I'm gutted for you Rawky. Terribly sad news

8/2/103:30 PM

BazMember VIP10 years

Awwww Rawky....

8/2/103:31 PM

CosmopolitanMember 10 years

Oh Rawky, my sincere sympathies to you and your family.

8/2/103:31 PM

lalMember

Rawky...

.xxx.

8/2/103:31 PM

LeccyMember

Rawky, so nice to see you. I'm really sorry about your Mum and Gran, my sympathies to you and your family

8/2/103:32 PM

Former Member

Rawky, big big

(PS Sam Pepper grrrrr)

8/2/103:32 PM

LockesMember

Rawky xx

8/2/103:32 PM

KaffsMember 10 years

Big hugs Rawks xxx (yeah I bet your Gran was waiting for your mum - I'd find that a comfort)

8/2/103:33 PM

Smarting ButtocksMember

My thoughts are with you Rawky.

We did the same with my Mum's wake by putting photos of her which others may not have seen.

8/2/103:35 PM

Yogi19Member 10 years

Rawky

8/2/103:36 PM

DuckyMember 10 years

Rawky

It's good to hear from you.

8/2/103:37 PM

~Lee~Member

God bless you Rawky.

8/2/103:38 PM

brisketMember Memoriam

Thanks for posting Rawky.
Warm thoughts and wishes to you

8/2/103:39 PM

kattymieowwMember 10 years

Aww,thinking of you Rawky.

8/2/103:40 PM

Senora ReyesMember 10 years

Hi Rawky! So good to see you back!...

8/2/103:41 PM

Dame_Ann_AverageMember VIP10 years

Rawky

I'll have a cup of tea waiting for you when you get back x

8/2/103:41 PM

MentalistMember

My thoughts are with you Rawky

8/2/103:43 PM

MrsHMember

Sorry to hear about your Gran

thoughts are with you all xx

8/2/103:50 PM

Former Member

That was nice of you Rawky - ta! All the best , and take care

8/2/103:54 PM

Soozy WooMember

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwww I had no idea. How very sad. I hope you're coping OK.

I was always so touched by your threads about your mum. God Bless Rawky ........my thoughts are with you.

8/2/103:58 PM

ScottyMember 10 years

Rawky, I`m so sorry.

8/2/103:59 PM

Karma_Member

xxxx

8/2/104:23 PM

TriggersMember

I'm glad you popped in Rawky. Much love x

8/2/104:24 PM

Former Member

Much love, and my thoughts are with you and your family at this difficult time.

8/2/104:57 PM

Tayto.Member

So sorry Rawky. Take care of yourself through this hard time for you and your family.

8/2/105:53 PM

XochiMember Memoriam

Oh Rawky!

Thank you so much for telling us at such a terrible time for you. I've been thinking of you and will be hoping you will come back when you can to tell your good friends here how you are doing. We will miss you and think of you until you can. You are a strong and caring man. Take care luv.

8/2/106:00 PM

stonksMember

Awww Rawky so sorry for your loss of your mum and nan..missed you loads and hope to see you back soon, take care....

8/2/106:05 PM

Former Member

awwwwww rawky

i am so sorry for your losses, what an awful time you are having

we will be here waiting for you when you feel ready to post again - til then, have another one of these

8/2/106:07 PM

LowonIQMember

It must be such a difficult time for you and your family, hope you keep strong till you can release.

8/2/106:25 PM

liverbirdMember 10 years

Thanks for posting Rawky

DanceSetteeMember

I have been thinking about you lots Rawky in this terrible time for you

All the ninjas are wearing black armbands out of respect as you can see ---->

Missing you loads, but some things are more important than a silly TV show...see you when you are able to come back

suzybeanMember

My heart goes out to you Rawky, I wish you well through these sad and testing times for you. I've really missed you here, you have always made the forum much more fun for me

Take care of yourself and your family and God Bless you mate

SkyMember

Sorry to read this.

Please accept my condolences.

JoyronMember

So sorry to hear of the loss of your dear Mum and Gran. My thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time.

squiggleMember 10 years

Thinking of you Rawky. Be very gentle with yourself as you go through your mourning time for your Mum. You may or may not know that I was widowed 10 months ago. Its an individual thing to mourn someone you love so much so don't put any pressure on yourself. My daughter cannot come to terms at all with the loss of her Dad but we all handle it in different ways. One day I am sure the tender memories of your Mum will warm your heart and you will remember her with great tenderness. Be thinking of you. God Bless.

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