Get a grip sprout. I'm sitting here with oxygen up my nose, when I go to sleep I have to put on a mask to push out carbon dioxide to keep me alive while I'm asleep which means when I wake up in the morning my nose is so badly clogged up it takes me ages to get enough airway to breath through the nosespecs, I can't use my bathroom anymore because it's too far away. I get pissy about it on a regular basis, but I know there's people out there who go through worse.
Col, I really do feel for you, I do But I really don't have anything after about two months wages coming in to my house. And given what I've seen/what I've dealt with (regards going down the JCP route as regards my job) I really don't wanna go there