quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
Yeah, every day pretty much until about 2 years ago. Always about my weight/psoriasis.
It ruined basically everything for a long long time and I was a massive idiot a few years ago which I regret as how I was then has really ruined a lot for me now too, which is nice and cryptic but I don't want to go into it too much.
It's a lot better now though, now I've got more confidence and lost weight and just generally look a lot better, I now no longer have strangers telling me I don't deserve to be alive.
People still sometimes say stuff but it's always kids younger than me.
It ruined basically everything for a long long time and I was a massive idiot a few years ago which I regret as how I was then has really ruined a lot for me now too, which is nice and cryptic but I don't want to go into it too much.
It's a lot better now though, now I've got more confidence and lost weight and just generally look a lot better, I now no longer have strangers telling me I don't deserve to be alive.
People still sometimes say stuff but it's always kids younger than me.
Yes I got bullied at grammar school...It is asolutlely horrific
I used to get call fat arse and a ni****
The thing is as I was adopted I was really insecure and unable to stick up for my roots
I am sort of... I would imagine english/spanish parentage
But I had the last laugh...I left school and my home town and landed a lovely job and blossomed into quite a beauty
So I could stick up my nose whenever I returned to my home town....And boy did it feel good
But the hurt never leaves you
I used to get call fat arse and a ni****
The thing is as I was adopted I was really insecure and unable to stick up for my roots
I am sort of... I would imagine english/spanish parentage
But I had the last laugh...I left school and my home town and landed a lovely job and blossomed into quite a beauty
So I could stick up my nose whenever I returned to my home town....And boy did it feel good
But the hurt never leaves you
Hope you are not feeling like crap right now hunquote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
Just remember that part of your life is over
They are prolly washed up nobodys now and can never hurt you again unless you let them YOU are the better person
quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
hey!
youre not under the microscope-we've all been there in our own different ways-and we all cope differently
as long as youre here, and safe and sound, thats all that matters
dont get fed up
blimey!
who'd have thought i could be sensible
come back when youre ready
Blimey, that is indeed very sensible and beautifully put too China.
quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
Great feeling though innit, walking down the road where you used to live, hoping to see them rather than dreading it (like you did when younger) Just so you can walk on by with your head held highquote:Originally posted by cher:
Yes I got bullied at grammar school...It is asolutlely horrific
I used to get call fat arse and a ni****
The thing is as I was adopted I was really insecure and unable to stick up for my roots
I am sort of... I would imagine english/spanish parentage
But I had the last laugh...I left school and my home town and landed a lovely job and blossomed into quite a beauty
So I could stick up my nose whenever I returned to my home town....And boy did it feel good
But the hurt never leaves you
quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:
Yeah, every day pretty much until about 2 years ago. Always about my weight/psoriasis.
It ruined basically everything for a long long time and I was a massive idiot a few years ago which I regret as how I was then has really ruined a lot for me now too, which is nice and cryptic but I don't want to go into it too much.
It's a lot better now though, now I've got more confidence and lost weight and just generally look a lot better, I now no longer have strangers telling me I don't deserve to be alive.
People still sometimes say stuff but it's always kids younger than me.
Aww Mary that's awful
You're a wonderful FM and I just know you are a gawjus girlie in real life who deserves every happiness and I bet has the right to have all the confidence and self belief in the world You hold your head up high 
quote:Originally posted by cher:
Yes I got bullied at grammar school...It is asolutlely horrific
I used to get call fat arse and a ni****
The thing is as I was adopted I was really insecure and unable to stick up for my roots
I am sort of... I would imagine english/spanish parentage
But I had the last laugh...I left school and my home town and landed a lovely job and blossomed into quite a beauty
So I could stick up my nose whenever I returned to my home town....And boy did it feel good
But the hurt never leaves you
Aww Cher, you certainly showed them- bet you make them all shrink into their seats, like only a catwalk model can- you go girl 
quote:Originally posted by Queen of the High Teas:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
hey!
youre not under the microscope-we've all been there in our own different ways-and we all cope differently
as long as youre here, and safe and sound, thats all that matters
dont get fed up
blimey!
who'd have thought i could be sensible
come back when youre ready
Blimey, that is indeed very sensible and beautifully put too China.
ta!
and mary bee-i put you as one of my faves on russ's thread
in a different time place and fictional world-me and you would be skipping towards an enid blyton lifestyle-just how we thought it shoulda been
.
Some kids are just so immature Mary, some who used to pick on others at our School usually was picked on themselves after and they didn't like it. It's all this they think they're hard business. Mostly jealousy though of other kids who are doing well and want to be succesfull in life.
quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:
Yeah, every day pretty much until about 2 years ago. Always about my weight/psoriasis.
It ruined basically everything for a long long time and I was a massive idiot a few years ago which I regret as how I was then has really ruined a lot for me now too, which is nice and cryptic but I don't want to go into it too much.
It's a lot better now though, now I've got more confidence and lost weight and just generally look a lot better, I now no longer have strangers telling me I don't deserve to be alive.
People still sometimes say stuff but it's always kids younger than me.
Some kids are just so immature Mary, some who used to pick on others at our School usually was picked on themselves after and they didn't like it. It's all this they think they're hard business. Mostly jealousy though of other kids who are doing well and want to be succesfull in life
.
Reading through this thread i just can't believe how nasty and evil kids can be
quote:Originally posted by Shizzlex:
Reading through this thread i just can't believe how nasty and evil kids can be
Aww I knnow Shizzle
Can only hope they get their comuppence one day- no one should get away with it 
Some kids just have no manners .
.quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:
Yeah, every day pretty much until about 2 years ago. Always about my weight/psoriasis.
It ruined basically everything for a long long time and I was a massive idiot a few years ago which I regret as how I was then has really ruined a lot for me now too, which is nice and cryptic but I don't want to go into it too much.
It's a lot better now though, now I've got more confidence and lost weight and just generally look a lot better, I now no longer have strangers telling me I don't deserve to be alive.
People still sometimes say stuff but it's always kids younger than me.
Aww Mary that's awful
Awwwh thankyouu, you're so lovely!
for Mary.quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by Shizzlex:
Reading through this thread i just can't believe how nasty and evil kids can be
Aww I knnow Shizzle
one lad that made it his duty to piss me off, well he passed me one day-not long ago-he was about 18 stone,badly dressed,spotty and exceptionally ugly-i went up and introduced myself-ooooooooooooh! it felt good
quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:
Yeah, every day pretty much until about 2 years ago. Always about my weight/psoriasis.
It ruined basically everything for a long long time and I was a massive idiot a few years ago which I regret as how I was then has really ruined a lot for me now too, which is nice and cryptic but I don't want to go into it too much.
It's a lot better now though, now I've got more confidence and lost weight and just generally look a lot better, I now no longer have strangers telling me I don't deserve to be alive.
People still sometimes say stuff but it's always kids younger than me.
Aww Mary that's awful
Awwwh thankyouu, you're so lovely!
Bless you
And it's true Mary- you better believe it girl quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by Shizzlex:
Reading through this thread i just can't believe how nasty and evil kids can be
Aww I knnow Shizzle
one lad that made it his duty to piss me off, well he passed me one day-not long ago-he was about 18 stone,badly dressed,spotty and exceptionally ugly-i went up and introduced myself-ooooooooooooh! it felt good
Good for you china
quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by Shizzlex:
Reading through this thread i just can't believe how nasty and evil kids can be
Aww I knnow Shizzle
one lad that made it his duty to piss me off, well he passed me one day-not long ago-he was about 18 stone,badly dressed,spotty and exceptionally ugly-i went up and introduced myself-ooooooooooooh! it felt good
Brilliant. Bet you were floating on clouds the rest of the day.quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:
Yeah, every day pretty much until about 2 years ago. Always about my weight/psoriasis.
It ruined basically everything for a long long time and I was a massive idiot a few years ago which I regret as how I was then has really ruined a lot for me now too, which is nice and cryptic but I don't want to go into it too much.
It's a lot better now though, now I've got more confidence and lost weight and just generally look a lot better, I now no longer have strangers telling me I don't deserve to be alive.
People still sometimes say stuff but it's always kids younger than me.
Aww Mary that's awful
Awwwh thankyouu, you're so lovely!
Bless you
You're so right D2W
.quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Queen of the High Teas:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
hey!
youre not under the microscope-we've all been there in our own different ways-and we all cope differently
as long as youre here, and safe and sound, thats all that matters
dont get fed up
blimey!
who'd have thought i could be sensible
come back when youre ready
Blimey, that is indeed very sensible and beautifully put too China.
ta!
and mary bee-i put you as one of my faves on russ's thread
in a different time place and fictional world-me and you would be skipping towards an enid blyton lifestyle-just how we thought it shoulda been
I knoww, I was chuffed to bits with that
And awh, I wishhh the tree was real! Mrs. Blyton has a lot to answer for!
quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:
Thanks matey.
quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:
Yeah, every day pretty much until about 2 years ago. Always about my weight/psoriasis.
It ruined basically everything for a long long time and I was a massive idiot a few years ago which I regret as how I was then has really ruined a lot for me now too, which is nice and cryptic but I don't want to go into it too much.
It's a lot better now though, now I've got more confidence and lost weight and just generally look a lot better, I now no longer have strangers telling me I don't deserve to be alive.
People still sometimes say stuff but it's always kids younger than me.
Aww Mary that's awful
Awwwh thankyouu, you're so lovely!
Bless you
You're so right D2W
quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:
Thanks matey.
, you're welcome to join me and D2W party on Thursday .quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Queen of the High Teas:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
hey!
youre not under the microscope-we've all been there in our own different ways-and we all cope differently
as long as youre here, and safe and sound, thats all that matters
dont get fed up
blimey!
who'd have thought i could be sensible
come back when youre ready
Blimey, that is indeed very sensible and beautifully put too China.
ta!
and mary bee-i put you as one of my faves on russ's thread
in a different time place and fictional world-me and you would be skipping towards an enid blyton lifestyle-just how we thought it shoulda been
I knoww, I was chuffed to bits with that
And awh, I wishhh the tree was real! Mrs. Blyton has a lot to answer for!
innit nice to 'lose' yourself in an enid blyton book
glad you were chuffed darlin
quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:
Thanks matey.
Deffo Mary, you have to come
quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:
Thanks matey.
Deffo Mary, you have to come
Aye up, what party is this? I never resist a party!
quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Queen of the High Teas:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
hey!
youre not under the microscope-we've all been there in our own different ways-and we all cope differently
as long as youre here, and safe and sound, thats all that matters
dont get fed up
blimey!
who'd have thought i could be sensible
come back when youre ready
Blimey, that is indeed very sensible and beautifully put too China.
ta!
and mary bee-i put you as one of my faves on russ's thread
in a different time place and fictional world-me and you would be skipping towards an enid blyton lifestyle-just how we thought it shoulda been
I knoww, I was chuffed to bits with that
And awh, I wishhh the tree was real! Mrs. Blyton has a lot to answer for!
innit nice to 'lose' yourself in an enid blyton book
glad you were chuffed darlin
Ahh yes it definitely is! In fact, I am going to read one this evening. Or maybe a Just William, but I'm not too sure
quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:
Thanks matey.
Deffo Mary, you have to come
Aye up, what party is this? I never resist a party!
Cyberspace Clubbing
.quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:
Thanks matey.
Deffo Mary, you have to come
Aye up, what party is this? I never resist a party!
Cyberspace Clubbing
Yeah ok
quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Queen of the High Teas:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
hey!
youre not under the microscope-we've all been there in our own different ways-and we all cope differently
as long as youre here, and safe and sound, thats all that matters
dont get fed up
blimey!
who'd have thought i could be sensible
come back when youre ready
Blimey, that is indeed very sensible and beautifully put too China.
ta!
and mary bee-i put you as one of my faves on russ's thread
in a different time place and fictional world-me and you would be skipping towards an enid blyton lifestyle-just how we thought it shoulda been
I knoww, I was chuffed to bits with that
And awh, I wishhh the tree was real! Mrs. Blyton has a lot to answer for!
innit nice to 'lose' yourself in an enid blyton book
glad you were chuffed darlin
Ahh yes it definitely is! In fact, I am going to read one this evening. Or maybe a Just William, but I'm not too sure
i'll recommened a read-jody and jake mysteries-a bit 'american' but it sorta pulls you in
quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Queen of the High Teas:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
hey!
youre not under the microscope-we've all been there in our own different ways-and we all cope differently
as long as youre here, and safe and sound, thats all that matters
dont get fed up
blimey!
who'd have thought i could be sensible
come back when youre ready
Blimey, that is indeed very sensible and beautifully put too China.
ta!
and mary bee-i put you as one of my faves on russ's thread
in a different time place and fictional world-me and you would be skipping towards an enid blyton lifestyle-just how we thought it shoulda been
I knoww, I was chuffed to bits with that
And awh, I wishhh the tree was real! Mrs. Blyton has a lot to answer for!
innit nice to 'lose' yourself in an enid blyton book
glad you were chuffed darlin
Ahh yes it definitely is! In fact, I am going to read one this evening. Or maybe a Just William, but I'm not too sure
i'll recommened a read-jody and jake mysteries-a bit 'american' but it sorta pulls you in
It might be a long shot, but did you read the Naughtiest Girl at School and all the Malory Towers Blyton books too? After the Faraway Tree they were my favourites.
I'm reading my 100 year old Norse Mythology book atm, which is a beasssst of a book
quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:
Thanks matey.
Deffo Mary, you have to come
Aye up, what party is this? I never resist a party!
Cyberspace Clubbing
Yeah ok
Oh my god Mary i loved Malory Towers and all enid blyton books 
quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by Darnell 2 Win =D:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by darloboy07:
Thanks matey.
Deffo Mary, you have to come
Aye up, what party is this? I never resist a party!
Cyberspace Clubbing
Yeah ok
quote:Originally posted by Shizzlex:
Oh my god Mary i loved Malory Towers and all enid blyton books
I cried SO much when she left the school! I always wanted to go to boarding school as well after reading them.
quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by mary_bee:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Queen of the High Teas:quote:Originally posted by china:quote:Originally posted by Sarum:
Sorry, I can't do this.
I'll be back later.
hey!
youre not under the microscope-we've all been there in our own different ways-and we all cope differently
as long as youre here, and safe and sound, thats all that matters
dont get fed up
blimey!
who'd have thought i could be sensible
come back when youre ready
Blimey, that is indeed very sensible and beautifully put too China.
ta!
and mary bee-i put you as one of my faves on russ's thread
in a different time place and fictional world-me and you would be skipping towards an enid blyton lifestyle-just how we thought it shoulda been
I knoww, I was chuffed to bits with that
And awh, I wishhh the tree was real! Mrs. Blyton has a lot to answer for!
innit nice to 'lose' yourself in an enid blyton book
glad you were chuffed darlin
Ahh yes it definitely is! In fact, I am going to read one this evening. Or maybe a Just William, but I'm not too sure
i'll recommened a read-jody and jake mysteries-a bit 'american' but it sorta pulls you in
It might be a long shot, but did you read the Naughtiest Girl at School and all the Malory Towers Blyton books too? After the Faraway Tree they were my favourites.
I'm reading my 100 year old Norse Mythology book atm, which is a beasssst of a book
enid wrote 700 books-ive read at least 500 of them or maybe more