From CH4:
Despite the excitement of the messages from home, Bea's been a bit disgruntled all day. At lunchtime she headed to the Diary Room to tell Big Brother why.
"I'm getting a little bit cheesed off with feeling like there's an atmosphere between me and Siavash," she began. "I don't know what his problem is. I don't know if this is some overshadow from Freddie. We used to get on really well but it feels like I've done something. He's not really making any effort and I'm getting the feeling that he'd rather I didn't talk to him. And I don't know what I've done apart from not fancy his friend."
Bea fixed a cheesed off look on her face.
"Ordinarily I would take him to one side and say, is everything ok? Are we cool?" she continued. "But if I do that I imagine that he's just going to use that as another piece of evidence that I'm being negative. I feel like I'm caught in a catch 22."
She seemed to be getting more and more annoyed as she got into it.
"Freddie, Siavash and Marcus were my really good friends in the House, and they just dropped me like a cold turd, basically," she grumbled. "I don't know what I did."
Referring to yesterday's discussions about sleeping arrangements she added, "As soon as I said I was going to move into the bed next to him, he's gonna move. Now that I've moved [somewhere else], he's not gonna move. I just want to be his friend. A bridge has been burnt and I don't know what to do about it."
After a 25-minute monologue on the sole topic of Siavash, Bea decided to try and rise above it, and headed back to the House. So is it in her imagination, or has Siavash really dropped her 'like a cold turd'? Or even a warm one?
Despite the excitement of the messages from home, Bea's been a bit disgruntled all day. At lunchtime she headed to the Diary Room to tell Big Brother why.
"I'm getting a little bit cheesed off with feeling like there's an atmosphere between me and Siavash," she began. "I don't know what his problem is. I don't know if this is some overshadow from Freddie. We used to get on really well but it feels like I've done something. He's not really making any effort and I'm getting the feeling that he'd rather I didn't talk to him. And I don't know what I've done apart from not fancy his friend."
Bea fixed a cheesed off look on her face.
"Ordinarily I would take him to one side and say, is everything ok? Are we cool?" she continued. "But if I do that I imagine that he's just going to use that as another piece of evidence that I'm being negative. I feel like I'm caught in a catch 22."
She seemed to be getting more and more annoyed as she got into it.
"Freddie, Siavash and Marcus were my really good friends in the House, and they just dropped me like a cold turd, basically," she grumbled. "I don't know what I did."
Referring to yesterday's discussions about sleeping arrangements she added, "As soon as I said I was going to move into the bed next to him, he's gonna move. Now that I've moved [somewhere else], he's not gonna move. I just want to be his friend. A bridge has been burnt and I don't know what to do about it."
After a 25-minute monologue on the sole topic of Siavash, Bea decided to try and rise above it, and headed back to the House. So is it in her imagination, or has Siavash really dropped her 'like a cold turd'? Or even a warm one?
She has a lovely turn of phrase too don't you think? 
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, can't wait to see the smug smirk wiped off her face 