Awww Chicken.... it sounds like you are still stressed......

my parents are used to seeing me stressed tho Baz , they know how i am , so for my mum to say that my behaviour is odd and worrying , then it must of been

Awww bless...... so does your mum think perhaps you need to see the doctor Chicken? Perhaps get checked out?

i dont think you are odd chicken

but i do think that once you start thinking about it, you become more conscious and therefore more jittery and restless, then perhaps more noticeable

have you spoken to anyone about any worries you have?

(i dont know your background so if this is inappropriate i am sorry)

Hmmm not too sure, is there anything your worried or nervous about that may be coming the next day or so?

i do think i need to get checked out. it takes a little thing and im so down everything seems impossible and out of reach. but a day later ive got so much energy i have to keep on the move

make the appointment chicken it will at least put your mind at rest and i am sure that will help

hope you are feeling more settled soon

goodnight

im scared to make an appointment in case they tell me something i dont like

I went through something similar, was worried about things and could never relax. Turned out I had anxiety and now im currently seeing a mental health counsellor, I wanted medication but as im still just 18 yrs old they want to see me first.

is it helping Meaty?

sorry was just logging off when i saw your reply ...

but worrying about it will make you more anxious and more restless, if you really dont feel you can go and chat with your doctor, is there anyone else that knows you who you can speak to?   

you have made a big step by telling people here how you are feeling

i have done some research on the net , and whilst I would NEVER self diagnose myself , it seems my symptoms are similar to bi polar disorder. does anyone know anything about this?

Well only had one so far so its just getting to know the counsellor, usually they go through experiments to help you tackle anxiety. When I was younger we went through it and they helped me... at times it did help, I improved alot with them. Now im alot older though im on the adult programme, must be good... they have alot of power and facillities to help. I remember I used to worry alot about presentations I had to do in front of classes of 30 people... I was only in school at the time and they got a letter from the surgery bollocking the school for making me do it It put them in their place then.

sorry chicken i have no personal knowledge of bi-polar, you could be worrying unnecessarily, try and summon up the courage to make that appointment, i can guarantee the doctor will have seen it all before

really hope you are feeling better soon - i have to go now, goodnight

thanks barney , night

I agree Chicken.......

Its hard tho whilst my mum thinks im behaving oddly , she doesnt know im thinking like this

I know Chicken....... but like Barney says..... it could be that you are worrying for nothing...... and worrying will just stress you out even more hon

Chicken, I don't know about your personal situation but it wouldn't hurt to get yourself to the docs. The time of year and the weather may be contributing to your stress levels. Many people, including me, are feeling a bit trapped, restless and down at the moment, so if you're already suffering from anxiety, stress or depression it's bound to add to this. I know it's easier said than done but try not to over analyse things. You're much better off talking to someone professional than going over things in your own head. Like the others have said, you could end up making things much worse for yourself.

Wow Meaty I never knew you were that young, by your posts I thought you were much older..

thank you all for the advice! im going to consider making an appointment with someone very seriously! its just a big step

Chicken are you ever in company with pot smokers?....

no never stonks..... why?

What age were you thinking?

Chicken, I would make an appointment with your doctor. S/he will either be able to put your mind at rest, or get you the right sort of help - whether that's medication or a counsellor.

Sorry had to ask as if your just inhaling it as second hand smoke you can have the same feelings as the smoker..
Worrying about it is going to make you worse so go the doctors and tell them even the smallest thing..hope your OK....

I thought by your sensible posts you were about 30..sorry....

Was just about to say the same..

Sensible? Im slacking then, my posts usually involved 2-3 swear words

Perhaps I should go for 5

Now don't be going on any forums looking for women they'd have a heart attack when they met you....

Why is that?

Because they'd think you were older like Tigi and I did......it is a compliment....

Awww sorry Chicken I've taken over your thread...your another one I thought was older....

im off to bed night all x hug: x

Nite nite Chicken.... sleep well....... try not to worry too much.....

Thankyou, you have just boosted my ego

Awww your welcome....

Aww nigh night Chicken take care....

Bumping for the early shift....

morning all.am still feeling a little down and concerned about things but better than yesterday , hopefully will stay that way . Thank you all for your advice !