ive had a few dreams the same everytime
im in a shopping centre
Ma is there
her one eye looks dead-its an eyeball with a ! in it
she asks where my Dad is
i tell her he's dead
she breaks down, crys, sister holds her & Mom dies
So i wake up
tell OH
back to sleep
Mom & Dad in Kwik save
cant find what we need
everywhere has shutdown
anyone make sense of that?
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you're grieving, and you love your lost ones 
Dreams are excellent ventilation, they help get rid of emotionI can't Pirate, but your mind's bound to be all over the place at the minute. Give it time. I promise it will settle down and you'll learn to accept it a bit better
Just let what happens...happen
you're grieving, and you love your lost ones Dreams are excellent ventilation, they help get rid of emotionmight be true
havent cried for a month
now i keep getting upset
sister is still in the nut house
i worry
no f*cker else does
Pirate, I know it's hard but concentrate on your immediate family first and then you'll be in a better mind to come to terms with your sister
you're grieving, and you love your lost ones Dreams are excellent ventilation, they help get rid of emotionmight be true
havent cried for a month
now i keep getting upset
sister is still in the nut house
i worry
no f*cker else does
Pirate i think i speak for a few fms when i say we care mate.
As Summer said you're going through a horrible time and your dreams are just showing whats going on in your mind.... i often dream of my mom and she died.... holy crap i've only just realized this is very nearly the (4th) anniversary of her death as i was typing this and i hadnt even seen it coming up.
therefore i know for a fact it gets easier to cope with will always sting but you start to remember the laughs more than the tears x
