VD it's taken me since yesterday to reply in this thread,but yes I will....
Am I happy?,happy is ever evolving imo and I try,hard,Sometimes the pieces fit,rarely,what doesn't fit is filed away in the *I'll deal with that later* file which does become cramped and then I fold.There are voids that I can never fill,never ever again fill,pieces that will never fit again,ever ,things and people I've had to walk away from,things I can't sacrifice again so no going back...What is happy?,I look at my sons and I am happy ,happy and proud what we raised and sent into this world,...I look and hold my grandkids and I am happy,We change.our perception of happiness,happiness changes ,we change what we can ,what we can't we either walk away from or store it in the unimportant file.