Basically , im living at home for the rest of the year and driving into uni when i have lectures etc. Here's why!
So it all started about 2 weeks ago. Me and my "mate" had a big disagreement. He didnt want to live with me anymore because of all the "drama" I cause i.e. because i was suffering from depression. Anyway he called me weak , pathetic and my life is a joke. He also had a pop at my parents , accusing them of turning me into a vegetable. He then went onto say that im never happy and i said dont you think thats a bit sad? And he said a little but why should I have to deal with it? I shouldnt have to mummy you.
Then I said you always put me down and make me feel bad and he said something like yeah coz i enjoy it. Brilliant.
Anyway the next day I was in the uni library and he comes over and as an attempt to reconcile he gives me books on counselling and how to be confident. He then bursts out laughing , obvs still taking the piss. So ignored him and he eventually left.
We hadnt talked or anything since Sunday night just gone. He started talking to me on facebook and even tho he said he wanted to sort things out, he blamed me for the whole thing that happened. I said to him im not weak or pathetic and my life isnt a joke. He then went onto online how I am weak , pathetic and my life is a joke. I apologised for a comment i said coz it was a tad harsh but was said in the heat of the moment. But i didnt get an apology from him.
I was still going back to the house sunday night , but after that happened I just thought this guy isnt worth it , my life is better than having to live with him. So here i am at home
and we havent spoken since! tis sad coz he was such a good mate at one time. But he showed me who he really was , he was a big part of why i had depression i believe.
I feel much happier now, although i feel sad that it has turned out this way
So it all started about 2 weeks ago. Me and my "mate" had a big disagreement. He didnt want to live with me anymore because of all the "drama" I cause i.e. because i was suffering from depression. Anyway he called me weak , pathetic and my life is a joke. He also had a pop at my parents , accusing them of turning me into a vegetable. He then went onto say that im never happy and i said dont you think thats a bit sad? And he said a little but why should I have to deal with it? I shouldnt have to mummy you.
Then I said you always put me down and make me feel bad and he said something like yeah coz i enjoy it. Brilliant.
Anyway the next day I was in the uni library and he comes over and as an attempt to reconcile he gives me books on counselling and how to be confident. He then bursts out laughing , obvs still taking the piss. So ignored him and he eventually left.
We hadnt talked or anything since Sunday night just gone. He started talking to me on facebook and even tho he said he wanted to sort things out, he blamed me for the whole thing that happened. I said to him im not weak or pathetic and my life isnt a joke. He then went onto online how I am weak , pathetic and my life is a joke. I apologised for a comment i said coz it was a tad harsh but was said in the heat of the moment. But i didnt get an apology from him.
I was still going back to the house sunday night , but after that happened I just thought this guy isnt worth it , my life is better than having to live with him. So here i am at home
and we havent spoken since! tis sad coz he was such a good mate at one time. But he showed me who he really was , he was a big part of why i had depression i believe. I feel much happier now, although i feel sad that it has turned out this way
You might not think it at this time, but I don't think he was a genuine friend. (They see you through thick and thin). Just continue doing whatever makes you happy and you will eventually 'come through' the worst part of this I think 
