I'll watch if I remember to. Many criticised her but her own circumstances helped to save many women's lives.

Wasn't a fan of hers at all but you got to feel sorry for the little boys losing their mum.....Their father seems to be doing good by them though.

Still trying to make money out of a dead woman.

I found that terribly sad....She  clearly loved her boys so much.

me too lee  nice to see jeff has put a ban on the media and has turned money to photograph the boys, shame her mum and husband couldn't have followed his lead

Yes Aimee you have to admire Jeff for that,his children's well being mean more than money....Thank god he has those little boys not her mum or Jack.

i found that hard to watch as my sis in law died the same day , now when my niece brings her baby to see my i love it, but feel guilty as my sis in laws last words to me were she wouldnt see her grandchild   my brother died 5yrs before and i'm  mixed up to think i'm so privelaged

madamski  i feel the same every mothers day *i know it falls different most years* but my nana died on my first mothers day as a mother

aimee i know how you feel

Madamski....Aimee.

lee   i feel that my niece knows i feel awkward , but not why ,,,,,,,,,,,, i plan to tell her

Bless you....Your sis in law does live on through her daughter and grandchild but being a gran lord it's not worth thinking about if I'd known I may die before seeing my grandson....You are privileged Madam,privileged that you're here for your niece and her baby ,I am sure her mum and dad are glad you are so enjoy the baby for them.

You really shouldn't feel guilty .......it is a privelege for you and you'll be able to tell the baby as it grows all about it's grandma and keep her memory alive.

awww sooz and lee    thats just what i needed to hear    but i still feel  awful

Jade supposedly  ignored ,her follow up letters from the clinics etc...I'm off next week to support my niece in her fifth smear    etc..

aw katty i had the colcoscopy  that jade ignored , uncomfortable but worth it . i was gonny ignore it ............... i'm so glad i never

i may add uncomfortable not sore ............ dont want to put anyone off

but i must say on a negative note my daughter is scared to go for a test in case its hereditary  ............. omg no win situation  coz she knows i had a colscopy (sp)

I liked Jade. I've been called for a smear for the last 15 years and won't go. I close up and nothing will stop the spasm.I also never went for my postnatal exam after my son was born in July 1990, when they redesign the speculum I might reconsider. Stupid I know, but I can't see me changing in the foreseeable future. So if I do have anything wrong it will be entirely my own stupid fault and nothing anyone say's will make me change my mind.

Well....madamski she has been sexually active since teen years ...ahem! so she does know the risks etc,,,sigh!  

But do they really! No!

essie i''
im same its; my fault ive put 3 recall letters in the bin .     but i think if it was any other part of my body i would go  i'm literally  dying of embarressment

Essie,please do go and get a smear test! I'ts  bit uncomfortble ,but two or three minutes in your life  is nothing!

Madamski!  get to the doctors! I know some ladies are silly about what they show etc....I  have never given a feck!

i know ,    but its just one of them things   on the to do list ............  then i think after * jade * i get scared and its a case of what i dont know

I'd love to go Kattymieoww,
It goes back to when I was first pregnant with my oldest who's now 29, at the time I was under the London Hospital Whitechapel, my consultant knew I was neurotic and treated me gently. I had to have an internal, my consultant was off sick, the young man doctor they assigned to me was very sympathetic when I explained how I felt, he arranged for a female doctor to do my internal, The London hospital is also a teaching hospital. The female doctor was a bitch and thought it funny to have 19 students watching her doing the deed, later in my pregnancy we moved to Laindon so I came under Basildon hospital, another area does not accept tests as gospel from a previous hospital and I had to go through the same tests and incompetence as before, it sort of mucked me up.

Madamski! PLEASE  go  and get tested!  It's nothng  really,I will state it# as bit "ouch!" However ,As i n life saving  go for it!

Essie don't  let a horrible  lot  put you  We are women,we re are strong!..Man  I#,n  in there...

Kattymieoww

The female doctor at the London removed my gown, I was completely naked, the students were looking at my entire body, it was so unnecessary.

Maybe depends on your  type....etc. I have  described  folk on here,,,ec...right  out of here;

exhibitionist

I got my letter for my second routine smear test last week, I'll be booking my appointment soon

i've just had a letter for a smear test, don't like having it done but it's only for a few minutes and  it could save your life

Essie, don't let one bitch of a doctor put you off doing something that could save your life.
Docs often like to have students observing - it's how they learn - but you can refuse this, if you'd rather not be gawped at. I've been known to say no, which always surprises them. But there's nothing they can do about it.