Tis ok Annoca... as others have said its normal to feel like this.
I think its gonna be an emotional rollercoaster waiting for Dante... but hopefully that "desperate" feeling has lessened... that "what now, whats the point" feeling.
the day we got the new pup ... was bittersweet... was the day I first really understood the meaning of that word. it was happy day... I was happy, but with the lead ache in my chest & tears regularly brimming over.
You are going to be fine.... Dante will help you grieve for Remy in a handleable way, and remember her in a more postitive way, not just with overwhelming loss & hurt.
we're here... you know that.
You've been busy bee for last few days.... you were bound to slump once the Thurs deadline had been met...
will be ok... pupppeeeeyyyy... the puppy Remy is sending... xxxx