Sorry if I worried you - I didn't mean to.
All the regulated syringes I was sent home with, together with all the instructions on how and when to take have certainly worked. Whatever meds I need for diabetes is in them but they must also have contained something else to make me sleep because I have been asleep for almost the whole day - waking only twice (this being one of those times). I have to go and eat something now again, then inject again, after which I will go off to sleep again.
This has helped me as I was trying to carry on with everything as normal. I even noticed when I woke up last time, that in my grief and heartbreak, I had automatically filled Remy's waterbowl and put food out in her dish.
I have received an email from a lady in the USA telling me that she has tracked down a Petit Brabancon with a breeder who lives close to her, and they believe that this little dog is related to Remy through the maternal side. Judy told her about Remy and they are discussing if it would be feasable to send this dog to me in Ireland.
Judy knows that I don't have tuppence to jingle on a tombstone so what she is hoping to do is to persuade this breeder to put up half the cost of flying her to Ireland and Judy will try and raise the rest.
I am not allowing myself to get excited about this as so many things could go wrong, right up to the last minute. BUT if it did come to pass I would be over the moon as this little dog would also be a Medical Alert dog. So we will just have to wait and see. It could take months to arrange.
I am going off now to eat something and do the injection. If anyone feels like saying a few prayers in the hope that this wonderful thing might actually happen - then I would by extremely grateful.
I just wish there was something the doctors could do about the heartache and pain and the crying.
As I type this, there is more snow engulfing us outside so everything will be at a standstill again in the morning. We are supposedly going to have to endure this for another eleven days!!