Hello Annoca, i know a little of your pain as i had to have my dog of 14yrs put to sleep yesterday

I'd had her since she was 6months and i was 13. Only got her back (left her at home when i moved out) 7months ago when my mom died....... 7months .... just enough time for the kids love for her to grow and now shes gone

Hope you are feeling even the slightest bit better and your health steadies itself out again soon xx