Annoca hun, I don't know what to say in the face of your obvious grief apart from to say you must take your tablets and do your bloods regularly. My SIL is hypo unaware and I know how quickly a hypo can creep up on you, if you are stressed and upset. Please, please check your bloods and keep your insulin intake regular (if you are not on a pump), hun, it will get a little easier, the loss and devastation that you are feeling, Remy would want you to carry on and to be happy. You won't ever forget her and you have something very precious, your memories of her - no one can ever take those away from you and you will be able to make new memories soon, but you will never lose Remy, she will always be there watching over you - that's what I believe anyway.
Take care hun xxx