I am eating and drinking but it is just not staying down. They have given me all sorts of labeled potions in syringes to take - which I will.
I have always known the expression "heartache" before now and regarded it as a descriptive word. NOW I know the true meaning of it. My heart IS aching and sore.
I am going to go and see if I can manage to get a couple of hours rest now. I still cannot sleep in my bed because Remy's absence from the crook of my knees is so noticeable, I just can't sleep there yet.
Sorry to be such a wuss but had you known Remy and seen her work and dedication, you would understand that not only have a lost a loyal friend, but a little soul who worked her tiny butt off, all her life with me, and saved my life on at least two occasions.