Xochie - You are such a rock of sense - the exact opposite to what I am right now. I know Remy would not want me to do anything stupid and deep down I know I would be failing her for all her years of dedication.
The problem seems to be that the shock of Remy's sudden passing has just hit me and as a result, I have not been able to keep anything down - not even water.
Being snowed in has it's own problems and the ambulance men have had a terrible time getting to me and also bringing me home. I feel so guilty. They must have carried me well over half a mile on foot on a chair stretcher. They wouldn't even come in and have a coffe to warm them up.