Annoca... you've dealt with so much it's not surprising the diabetes went uncontrollable. The most difficult thing for you probably being going home and no Remy. But you did it. That is a huge achievement in itself.
You made great sense, and as you can tell, we're all so concerned for you.
Remy would be really cross with you for wanting to be with her. It would make all the fantastic work and wonderful times together you had count for nothing. You owe it to her to hang on in there... talk to us, share your memories and your terrible grief. We are good like that!
